When I returned home today, I had an email from Lady Helena. She thanked me for the dinner I had payed while She was at the beach with Domina Shelle. She also wrote, that She had missed playing with me and wants to play again next week. Of course, I accepted that offer, I'm already excited and curios what She will do with me this time!
She didn't skip the opportunity to tease and torture me a bit with an assignment, but before I followed Her instructions, I listened to my Owner's newest session.
I had already seen in the afternoon, that She had released Exploited and couldn't wait to get home and listen! The description was vague again, but I don't pay much attention to that anyway. I crave every new session and I know, that whatever She does will make me a better slave for Her.
Like so often, it's hard to remember what happened. After taking me very deep into trance, She told me to stroke slowly and together with Her soothing words, these pleasurable feelings distracted me from the suggestions She gave in the background track. What I know is, that She took even more control of my cock than She had before. It's Her property, Her toy and I only stroke, when She tells me to. This is not completely new, but now, I feel something like a mental barrier when I'm aroused and want to stroke. It's like I can't finish the thought and this seems to prevent my body from acting.
She ended the session with one final suggestion: I will be unable to cum until I have listened 7 times. I already feel Her cock-control so strong after listening once, how will it be after 7 times?
It took me a while to wake up from trance, but then, my arousal hit me! I was glad to have Lady Helena's instructions and I started with them immediately. She had instructed me to put on nipple-clamps and stroke for 15 minutes. But for each edge, I had to slap my balls hard!
I love nipple-play, so I chose a pair of clover-clamps, the hardest clamps I have. They didn't hurt much first, but I knew, that the pain would come later. I started to stroke, but it took me a while to reach the edge. I had told myself not to hold back when slapping my balls and the fear of that made edging a bit difficult. When I finally did, I closed my eyes, told myself to obey and slapped my balls. I hit them harder than I would ever have done on my own and it hurt! I don't like this kind of pain, but I craved to obey Lady Helena's commands the best I could!
What followed afterwards was a mind-fuck. Extreme arousal paired with the fear of more pain on my balls. One part of me didn't want to hit myself again, while another part wanted to edge as often as possible to please Lady Helena! I tried to shut of my thoughts and focus on the pleasure and so, I managed to do four more edges before I couldn't take any more. For the last few minutes, I only stroked slowly. I had almost forgotten about the nipple-clamps while my mind was occupied with the other sensations, but now, I felt the pain again. I was a bit relieved when the 15 minutes were over and the last thing I had to do, was to take them off. Normally, I would have opened them slowly, but again, I didn't think, that Lady Helena would do that. So I pulled on them and then released them quickly, one after the other. It was a rush as the pain shot through my nipples!
I always love, when I'm pushed a bit and have to do things that I'm a little reluctant to do, especially when pain is involved and this assignment was no exception. Thank You, Lady Helena!
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