first of all: Merry Christmas to all of my readers! (even if it's almost over)
My Christmas weekend normally would have started on Friday with being allowed to cum as the final instruction of the Christmas assignment, but my custom file had put me back into chastity and Domina Shelle wanted me to follow those instructions, rather than the Christmas assignment.
I don't mind and in fact, She has done me a favor with that. I was allowed to cum only two months ago and i don't need to again already.
I sent a report about the assignment to Domina and Lady Helena on Saturday. I hope, that they are satisfied with my performance, although i didn't edge as much in the last days as i did at the start. I just didn't want to edge any more and it was difficult to obey, probably an effect of listening to Power of suggestion last week...
This week, there were two new files. Hohoho - naughty or nice and a new Brain Chip mystery update. I listened to the first on on Saturday and left the other for later.
Naughty or Nice is a little Christmas treat from Domina Shelle and comes in two versions, one of them was labeled with 'Chastity', so i chose that. In this super-hot file, Domina describes what would be the ultimate reward for any slave. Being allowed to pleasure Her while She sits on my face! Needless to mention, how horny that got me!
It was no surprise and didn't change my situation, that the file ended with putting me into chastity over Christmas... i suppose, that the other version ends with permission to cum, but i won't find out...
After returning from the family visits, i finally could listen to the Brain Chip upgrade. It's a Guinea Pig version again and so i only knew, that it would install a new fetish. Although the last upgrade was a little edgy, i didn't hesitate to listen to this one. I quickly understood what it was about and one of the pictures that Domina Shelle had posted this week appeared before my inner eye.
The fetish was one that i already had, so it was boosted by a million times. I don't want to spoil anything, so i won't go into details, but while i was waking up, i was craving to view that picture and following my programming, it got me horny. Also when i watched TV later, my attention was drawn to this detail and reminded me of my Owner...
My birthday present
Today was day 10 of the Christmas assignment. Two days left and i'm looking forward to not having to edge any more, this is driving me crazy! I started the day with putting on red stockings and panties like required by the assignment and continued working on my remote control devices. I added thigh-cuffs to the stirrups on the spanking bench and another electromagnet to the far end, so my hands will be locked overhead. So when my superiors are using the fucking machine on me, i'll be unable to move away or free myself.
My kneeling-post now has a strap that goes around the knees and another one around my chest. I did a quick test with the timer set to 5 minutes and that was already very uncomfortable. Most of my weight is on my knees in this position and i'm unable to shift my position by more than a few centimeters. I think i'll add some compartments where my knees are to fill in rice... I'm already looking forward to be locked into it by Domina Shelle or Lady Helena.
Yesterday, Domina Shelle sent me the custom file that She made for me as a birthday-present. I had asked Her for a session that i could listen to while being tied up with a timed release and She outdid Herself with it!
I was too tired Yesterday to try it, but this evening, i tied my feet and hands to the sides of the bed, set the timer to one hour, put a blindfold on and started the file.
Before putting me into trance, She set the mood by telling me, that i'd wake up in the morning, still tied up and the timer hadn't freed me. I played along and struggled against the restraints until She told me to relax and started to put me into trance.
Soon i was in my role as maid marta, inside a nicely decorated room and watched myself in a mirror. I saw a beautiful girl wearing a short black dress and it didn't take long before Domina entered the room. We undressed each other and She led me to the bed where She had me lie down on my back.
She started to caress and tease me and i could relate very well relate to the descriptions of how She touched my breasts and nipples. After a while, She traced Her fingernail downwards, applying just enough pressure to invoke a slight pain, followed by Her soft lips and tongue. I was in a bliss, i could vividly imagine every touch and got hornier with every word.
She finally reached my pussy and started to fondle me with Her fingers before putting on Her strap-on. When She started to fuck me, i could feel the sensation behind my balls like if Her dildo was moving inside my body. But She didn't let me cum, She put me in chastity for the next seven days instead... i would be required to cum on Friday as the end of the Christmas assignment, so i'm not sure, what instruction to follow, but it's a lucky coincident that we'll have a call that day, so She can decide. I would not mind to stay chaste for Her...
After denying me, Domina ended the session by whispering some more phrases that made me even hornier, made me want to clean and to serve Her, than i was left restrained...
I stayed in a light trance and soon, i had lost all perception of time. I started to wonder when the release would be triggered, struggled a bit against the restraints and normally and savored the burning arousal inside me. I started to get the impression that the 20 minutes that would have been left after the session should be over already and started to wonder if my release had failed. A total mindfuck!
Finally, my hands were freed and i started to wake up completely.
I couldn't imagine a more perfect session! It has everything i like, bondage, feminization, chastity and maid training suggestions. I will listened to it often, it's the perfect addition to any selfbondage-session!
I'm very very grateful that Domina made this session for me, She put so much work into it and i can't thank Her enough. SHE'S AWESOME!!!!!
My kneeling-post now has a strap that goes around the knees and another one around my chest. I did a quick test with the timer set to 5 minutes and that was already very uncomfortable. Most of my weight is on my knees in this position and i'm unable to shift my position by more than a few centimeters. I think i'll add some compartments where my knees are to fill in rice... I'm already looking forward to be locked into it by Domina Shelle or Lady Helena.
Yesterday, Domina Shelle sent me the custom file that She made for me as a birthday-present. I had asked Her for a session that i could listen to while being tied up with a timed release and She outdid Herself with it!
I was too tired Yesterday to try it, but this evening, i tied my feet and hands to the sides of the bed, set the timer to one hour, put a blindfold on and started the file.
Before putting me into trance, She set the mood by telling me, that i'd wake up in the morning, still tied up and the timer hadn't freed me. I played along and struggled against the restraints until She told me to relax and started to put me into trance.
Soon i was in my role as maid marta, inside a nicely decorated room and watched myself in a mirror. I saw a beautiful girl wearing a short black dress and it didn't take long before Domina entered the room. We undressed each other and She led me to the bed where She had me lie down on my back.
She started to caress and tease me and i could relate very well relate to the descriptions of how She touched my breasts and nipples. After a while, She traced Her fingernail downwards, applying just enough pressure to invoke a slight pain, followed by Her soft lips and tongue. I was in a bliss, i could vividly imagine every touch and got hornier with every word.
She finally reached my pussy and started to fondle me with Her fingers before putting on Her strap-on. When She started to fuck me, i could feel the sensation behind my balls like if Her dildo was moving inside my body. But She didn't let me cum, She put me in chastity for the next seven days instead... i would be required to cum on Friday as the end of the Christmas assignment, so i'm not sure, what instruction to follow, but it's a lucky coincident that we'll have a call that day, so She can decide. I would not mind to stay chaste for Her...
After denying me, Domina ended the session by whispering some more phrases that made me even hornier, made me want to clean and to serve Her, than i was left restrained...
I stayed in a light trance and soon, i had lost all perception of time. I started to wonder when the release would be triggered, struggled a bit against the restraints and normally and savored the burning arousal inside me. I started to get the impression that the 20 minutes that would have been left after the session should be over already and started to wonder if my release had failed. A total mindfuck!
Finally, my hands were freed and i started to wake up completely.
I couldn't imagine a more perfect session! It has everything i like, bondage, feminization, chastity and maid training suggestions. I will listened to it often, it's the perfect addition to any selfbondage-session!
I'm very very grateful that Domina made this session for me, She put so much work into it and i can't thank Her enough. SHE'S AWESOME!!!!!
Tortured by Lady Helena
I had a mind-blowing call with Lady Helena this evening. After chatting a bit, we were ready to start and i was looking forward to get spanked, when She suddenly announced, that She wanted to use my other remote controlled toys, too. So i wired myself up to my e-stim device, with one channel on the base of my cock, the other on the tip and the common channel on a buttplug. I also tightened the shock collar around my balls. After kneeling down and bending over the spanking-bench, i put my hands into fist-mitts and Lady Helena activated the electromagnet to lock them into place.
I was now pretty helpless with my arms stretched out in front of me, i could only move a bit to the left and right, so the spanking-machine wouldn't always hit the same spot.
Lady Helena started to hypnotize me and had me in a slight trance quickly. She began to tell a story where i came to Her house and She drugged me and took me to Her basement. She strapped me to a spanking-bench, but not to punish me. She wanted to do an experiment...
After a couple of spanks, She sat on my back and started to play with my cock. She turned up the e-stim device in that very moment and without any communication other than my breathing getting heavier, She turned it to the perfect level to make my cock grow hard.
She continued the story with telling me how She smeared something sticky onto my cock and balls, then She got up to fetch something from a shelf. I was blindfolded in this story, so i couldn't see what it was, but She let me feel a tickling on my feet and began to explain that She was experimenting with ants. A special kind of ant with a very painful bite, She said. At that moment, i knew what was coming and this frightened me a little.
Lady Helena continued to describe how they crawled up my leg and suddenly i screamed. "Oh, did they bite you?" She laughed. She had activated the shock-collar and i think, She had turned it up to a higher level than we had tested before. She continued to tell, how the ants crawled up my legs, not sparing me of painful shocks until they reached my cock and balls.
At this moment, She turned up the volume of the e-stim device to a level that made me afraid i would cum (both, Domina Shelle and Lady Helena had explicitly said, that i'm was allowed to). But again, She found the perfect level to make me drip and keep me frustratingly horny.
She said, that maybe a spanking would chase the ants away and started the spanking-machine, but of course it didn't and i experienced a couple more bites/shocks that felt even more painful than before.
I was relieved when She started to count me up and surprising me with another shock while doing it.
"Oh, the unlocking doesn't work, but the timer is set to only 6 hours..." She nagged me, but i could hear from the tone of Her voice that She was only kidding. I heared the click of the relays and i was free.
Lady Helena asked me if i'd like some more spanks and of course i agreed. i needed to replace the paddle that we had used, because a part had broken off and She decided on the wooden spoon. To my horror, She wanted to spank my balls! 10 more strokes and after each one i should thank Her and wish Her Merry Christmas. It was a little difficult to get into a proper position in front of the spanking-machine, but then the spanks started. Lady Helena had allowed me to turn the strength down, but the spanks were hard and fast and all i could between them was scream, no time to thanks Her nor wish Her Merry Christmas. Lady Helena was very amused by my reaction and didn't punish me further.
The session was amazing and we both had a lot of fun.
I hate the shock-collar, because the pain is of a stingy kind that i don't like and the the shocks come without warning and catch me unprepared, but at the same time, i like how helpless this makes me feel.
Lady Helena loves it, because She can make me scream with it. She suggested to try it on my balls the next time. It scares me, but i couldn't say no to Her, so that will be my fate.
While i was cleaning up and disconnecting everything after our session, i noticed, that the shock-collar remote was turned up all the way to 9. When i tested for myself, i did that at level 5, occasionally 6 and i only once dared to press the button when it was on 7...
Christmas assignment
Since Monday, i am doing a Christmas assignment for Domina Shelle and Lady Helena. Besides other small tasks, i had to edge as often as possible each day, starting with 10 minutes on Monday and increasing the time by one minute each day. First, i enjoyed the edging, but it soon became very frustrating and stopping at the right moment became easier each time.
The rest of the days, i have been very horny, wanting to stroke slowly and enjoying it instead of hurrying to get close to the edge, but the edging was the only touching allowed.
Saturday night, i listened to Domina's new file Power of Suggestion. There are two versions, but since i'm doing the assignment, i had to choose the chastity-version. I didn't mind it, though, i always like Domina's chastity files!
The session is the perfect tease. Domina induced vivid images of Her slavegirls teasing me, while i was helplessly paralyzed. I would have loved to listen again today, but it's a day of rest. No touching, no listening to hypnosis and i should try not to think of my Owner and Lady Helena. Of course, this is impossible, the two are always present in the back of my mind.
I have also worked on my remote control box. I padded the spanking-bench and built a small fucking-machine that's mounted to the other end of the bench. I also connected my e-stim device.
I can't wait to try all the toys with my Owner and Lady Helena!
The rest of the days, i have been very horny, wanting to stroke slowly and enjoying it instead of hurrying to get close to the edge, but the edging was the only touching allowed.
Saturday night, i listened to Domina's new file Power of Suggestion. There are two versions, but since i'm doing the assignment, i had to choose the chastity-version. I didn't mind it, though, i always like Domina's chastity files!
The session is the perfect tease. Domina induced vivid images of Her slavegirls teasing me, while i was helplessly paralyzed. I would have loved to listen again today, but it's a day of rest. No touching, no listening to hypnosis and i should try not to think of my Owner and Lady Helena. Of course, this is impossible, the two are always present in the back of my mind.
I have also worked on my remote control box. I padded the spanking-bench and built a small fucking-machine that's mounted to the other end of the bench. I also connected my e-stim device.
I can't wait to try all the toys with my Owner and Lady Helena!
Seduction Trap
Domina Shelle released Her newest file Seduction Trap on Saturday and i have listened twice so far. As always, i fell deep and could vividly imagine the erotic images She described. At the same time as making me horny, She installed suggestions that make me want to serve Her even better.
Is this file seductive? For sure! But is it really a trap? All Her files have an element of deepening my devotion to Her, so i didn't expect anything else from this one. So i was not surprised by the effects.
Tomorrow i will start with an assignment that Domina and Lady Helena created. It will run until the 22nd and there is a normal version and one for sissies. Both of them are for free!
We will have a call on Wednesday, Domina will be the first to test-drive my remote control box. I'm already excited, i'm sure that this will be an amazing session.
On Friday, it's Lady Helena's turn, i think i will spend the weekend with a very sore bottom!
Is this file seductive? For sure! But is it really a trap? All Her files have an element of deepening my devotion to Her, so i didn't expect anything else from this one. So i was not surprised by the effects.
Tomorrow i will start with an assignment that Domina and Lady Helena created. It will run until the 22nd and there is a normal version and one for sissies. Both of them are for free!
We will have a call on Wednesday, Domina will be the first to test-drive my remote control box. I'm already excited, i'm sure that this will be an amazing session.
On Friday, it's Lady Helena's turn, i think i will spend the weekend with a very sore bottom!
A strange dream
I have spent the weekend working on my remote control system. I built a spanking-bench and a kneeling-post, both with magnetic locks for my hands, so i will be unable to escape the torture that Domina Shelle and Lady Helena will be inflicting on me. I have also added a servo-motor with a lever that can be mounted above my bed and be used to pull on nipple-clamps. I haven't tested it yet, but i'm pretty sure that it's strong enough to pull even clover-clamps off. Now i can barely wait to try it with my superiors. Domina Shelle said, that She wants to be the first to try it, so Lady Helena will have to wait a bit...
Saturday evening, i listened to Domina's newest session. It's a brain-chip implant called Guinea Pig and She only wrote that it will install a new fetish, so i was very curious to find out what this would be. I don't want to spoil the surprise, so i'm not going to write about details, but even if it's something that i normally don't like, i found myself browsing for pictures afterwards and getting aroused by them. I'm once again amazed about the power of Domina's suggestions and also a bit relieved, that it will wear off after 3 days, even if it's something rather harmless.
Last night i listened to the hands-free training like i have done most nights lately. After the file had ended, i tried to fall asleep, but i was so horny and my thoughts were running wild, that i couldn't. No wonder after more than a month of chastity, with only very few stroking... But i want to test my limits this time and won't give up.
When i finally fell asleep, i had a strange dream. It was from the perspective of my male self, but there was also maid marta. We were sitting in front of a mirror and Domina asked us, whether we are the same person. While maid marta agreed, i wasn't sure. Did my mind want me to tell, that i secretly want to slip deeper into this role? So far, i have enjoyed the role-play and being treated like a girl, but i don't feel female... i'm going to asked my Owner for advise...
Saturday evening, i listened to Domina's newest session. It's a brain-chip implant called Guinea Pig and She only wrote that it will install a new fetish, so i was very curious to find out what this would be. I don't want to spoil the surprise, so i'm not going to write about details, but even if it's something that i normally don't like, i found myself browsing for pictures afterwards and getting aroused by them. I'm once again amazed about the power of Domina's suggestions and also a bit relieved, that it will wear off after 3 days, even if it's something rather harmless.
Last night i listened to the hands-free training like i have done most nights lately. After the file had ended, i tried to fall asleep, but i was so horny and my thoughts were running wild, that i couldn't. No wonder after more than a month of chastity, with only very few stroking... But i want to test my limits this time and won't give up.
When i finally fell asleep, i had a strange dream. It was from the perspective of my male self, but there was also maid marta. We were sitting in front of a mirror and Domina asked us, whether we are the same person. While maid marta agreed, i wasn't sure. Did my mind want me to tell, that i secretly want to slip deeper into this role? So far, i have enjoyed the role-play and being treated like a girl, but i don't feel female... i'm going to asked my Owner for advise...
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