My session with Lady Helena happened a few days before Christmas. The spanking i received was different to the times before. She had me kneel in front of the spanking-machine, but instead of putting me into trance or having me recite my mantra, we just started to talk a bit. Every now and then, when i was not expecting it, She triggered the machine and each time, i moaned, more from the surprise than from pain. I could hear how much this amused my Commander, which made me excited and happy.
After a while, She allowed me to stroke while saying my mantra. She still kept spanking me at random times and i had a hard time getting to the edge with all the distractions. I finally managed and i was pleasantly surprised when i was allowed to cum!
This is the drawing i made for Domina Shelle, you can see more on deviantart
Last weekend, Domina Shelle released Her latest recording, Neuro Lab Rat - Phase 2. I didn't recall what had happened in phase 1, but i have the impression, that the triggers still worked perfectly.
During the induction, Domina told me to stare at a spot on the wall and try to keep my eyes open. I fought hard and concentrated on no closing my eyes, but soon i started to blink more frequently and not much later, my eyelids started to close. I kept fighting, opening them again, but each time it got more difficult. I knew from the beginning that i'd have no chance, but i tried to resist for real. When my eyes finally closed and i fell into a deep trance, i had no doubt, that i was now completely at my Owner's mercy.
For the rest of the session, Domina Shelle manipulated my neural switches. She turned my thoughts, my memories and my resistance off and my obedience, submission and arousal on. I'm not sure if i understand all the effects of this session, most likely there are effects that i will discover later, but for the next seven days, i have a post-hypnotic suggestion, that i love! I'm not going to spoil the surprise, find out yourself...
