I was still at work on Friday, getting ready for the weekend, when my email-indicator icon turned from white to blue. That color alone has become a trigger for me and my heart started to beat faster.
An email from my Owner, Domina Shelle! She had released Her newest recording, a day earlier than usual. What a start into the weekend!
The next few hours felt like an eternity, but then i was finally sure to be undisturbed and could listen to the new file called The Enforcer. I was a bit surprised, that the story started so early into the recording. Domina had interleaved it with the induction, which i found to be very effective. It also helped me to stay focused throughout the session.
It would spoil the fun to reveal too much about the story, but if you love to be arrested by a sexy Sheriff, this is a session for you...
I woke up extremely horny and with the post-hypnotic suggestion to edge for Sheriff Rivers. I was allowed to decide to cum and pay Her fee or sacrifice my orgasm.
Was it really a free decision? For me it was immediately clear that i wouldn't want to cum, although it got more difficult with every time i listened during the weekend.
Monday morning, i had another email. Domina had made a sissy version of Helplessly Obedient and She had send it to me as a treat. She's so generous with Her pets!
Again, time seemed to stand still while i was waiting for the evening. Then it was finally the time. I put on my silicone breasts, the pussy-pants and some nice panties and stockings. I made myself comfortable and started to listen.
I won't tell much about the session, because that would spoil some of the fun, but i was rubbing my pussy a lot! It felt so good and even without direct stimulation of my cock, i managed to edge and cum exactly when Domina Shelle told me to.
And this orgasm was a very special experience! It started with me ejaculating, but that part was more like a ruined orgasm, due to the lack of stimulation of my cock, in fact, it barely existed in my perception at that point.
The real orgasm happened in my mind and was probably the longest and most intense one i ever experienced. It went on and on until Domina told me to slow down.
I don't remember the waking up process, my head was spinning so much that i couldn't think of anything. It took me a while after the file had ended to open my eyes and get up and even then, i stayed in a wonderfully blissful state for the rest of the evening.
A new drawing
I didn't draw for too long. It was not only because i was occupied with creating kinky toys, but i was also lacking inspiration. Even after Domina Shelle asked me to make a drawing for Her in our session in December, it took me quite a while to decide what to draw. But once i had started i quickly got back into the flow and i was happy to present this drawing to my Owner.
Yesterday, while i was at work, i received an email, sent from Her phone. I was surprised, because for Her, it was very early in the morning.
The title was 'picture to stroke to'.
I was lucky to have some privacy in that very moment and i opened the attached photo immediately.
It showed the cleaning products, that Lady Helena had instructed me to buy for them...
Haha, funny! But still it aroused me and my cock went hard.
I love my Domina's humor and wicked surprises!
The title was 'picture to stroke to'.
I was lucky to have some privacy in that very moment and i opened the attached photo immediately.
It showed the cleaning products, that Lady Helena had instructed me to buy for them...
Haha, funny! But still it aroused me and my cock went hard.
I love my Domina's humor and wicked surprises!
Sissy-maid training
My last session with both of my Owners was so much fun, that i asked them to do that again.
Lady Helena has access to my calendar, so we didn't need to negotiate a day, She just choose one that fit Domina Shelle and Her. This way, we were playing again much sooner than i had expected.
So yesterday night, i was waiting in full attire, my maid uniform, the female mask and underneath my silicone breast-forms and the pussy-pants. Domina Shelle had sent me a loop-file that i was listening to until my Owners called.
After greeting them, Lady Helena told me to report on the home-work i had been given. She had instructed me to research on the best way to clean stainless steel appliances and a shower.
I also had to look for good cleaning products that are available in the US. I reported on my findings: for most stains, common household items like dish-soap or vinegar can be used. But i also send them some links to products that i had seen being recommended most.
Lady Helena told me to buy the products for Domina Shelle. I'm still reluctant about findom, but i also love to spoil my Owners and this command somehow let my submissive mind take over. My everyday self was gone, the session had started.
Domina Shelle told me to get a dildo with a suction cup. I went to the bedroom to fetch it when Lady Helena commented on the clicking of my 6" heels. Both giggled and made some slightly humiliating comments and i was loving it. I returned with the dildo and Domina told me to kiss the tip and then to suck it, but it didn't fit into the mouth opening of my mask. So i had to lick it until Lady Helena decided that i should stick it on the floor and ride it. I told Her that i couldn't with the pussy-pants on and that i'd need to take of the shoes, stockings and garters first before. Before i could start to undress, She changed Her mind. Since i hadn't obeyed, i should clean the toilet instead.
I went to the bathroom and began to scrub the toilet-seat and bowl. After a while, Domina Shelle asked if the seat was clean and after i had affirmed, She told me to lick it. I obeyed without hesitation and another rush of humiliation ran through me.
I think, She told me to also rub my pussy, but from this point on, memories are blurry. It's the strange effect that my pussy-pants have on me. I totally forget about my cock and somehow my mind substitutes the feelings when i touch myself. It arouses me and although i think i can't cum or even edge this way, it gives me a sort of satisfaction. This, combined with the voices of my Owners in my head, let my mind spin.
I don't remember, who it was, but after a while, one of them told me, to rub my pussy on the toilet seat. The position was kind of hilarious and also strenuous, but i began to moan. I was not playing it, my mind was tricking me to feel pleasure on my pussy.
My next task was dusting. Domina Shelle asked me whether my duster has a handle and i immediately knew what She had on mind. A moment later, i was cleaning with my duster in my mouth and since my hands were free, i was told to keep touching myself.
This was one of the most difficult cleaning tasks i have done. Not only because the duster is quite long and not very light and holding it with my mouth was really difficult, but i was also very shaky on my legs with all the arousal.
While i was dusting, Lady Helena had the idea to use the shock-collar on me. I had dreaded this moment... we have played with the shock-collar before, even on high settings, but i have recently upgraded my toys and while doing that, i added the option to choose the shock duration. While testing at a medium strength, i had set the maximum duration to what i was able to inflict on myself and then added a bit more.
The first shocks were not so bad, but Lady Helena increased the level until She was satisfied with my reaction. I don't know what settings She chose, but it felt like hot needles were pressed into my skin. I screamed and hated myself for adding that feature.
It followed more dusting and humping the toilet-seat, while Lady Helena shocked me. At one point, She told me to stay quiet or i would receive another shock. I tried hard, but i could not control my screams and so She continued to shock me until i begged Her to stop.
Lady Helena knows, that She doesn't need to stop when i'm begging for mercy, that's what my safeword is meant for. It only means that i'm not enjoying the pain, but i'm willing to keep suffering for Her. At least She shocked me less frequently now...
All good things come to an end and so did our call, however for me, the session lasted a bit longer. I was told to lay on the bed and after Lady Helena had locked my hands to the headboard with the electromagnets, She set the timer and teased me once again, that it didn't work. I told Her that i had tested everything and She doesn't have to worry. Both of my Owners found it amusing that i had been so scared last time, that i had tested and double-checked everything.
Domina Shelle talked me into a light trance before they left and then i was alone, waiting to get free. I didn't know for how long i'd be bound, but didn't have to wait for too long.
I freed myself and undressed, i had instructions to follow after our session.
First i went to the bathroom and knelt in front of the toilet. As i had been told, i stuck my cock under the toilet-seat and started to hump it. It felt so strange and humiliating and i was also surprised how heavy a toilet-seat can be... Still, it didn't take me long to cum. Most went into the bowl, but i licked up everything else like Domina had instructed.
After i had cleaned up, i sat at the computer and send a tweet, thanking them for the session. Then i ordered the cleaning products for Domina Shelle. I didn't want Lady Helena to go without something, so i send Her the same.
My final task was to send them an email, thanking them and Lady Helena also wanted an apology for my disobedience. I promised that next time, i'll ask for permission to wear my silicone parts during a session.
I took a quick shower, because i had gotten really sweaty under the mask and then went to bed, looking forward to a relaxing weekend.
I was awake early this morning and as every Saturday, i made myself a coffee and while i was waiting for it, i noticed some dirt in the sink that i immediately cleaned. Throughout the morning, i noticed, that i had an increased desire to clean and tidy up.
At 11, i was standing in the kitchen cooking an elaborate meal and while it was simmering, i changed the bed sheets and did the laundry.
Somehow i have a different attitude today, i had planned to work on new toys, but somehow, i'm more in the mood to clean. Very strange, i didn't notice any suggestions in that direction yesterday. But i love it, it's good for me...
Lady Helena has access to my calendar, so we didn't need to negotiate a day, She just choose one that fit Domina Shelle and Her. This way, we were playing again much sooner than i had expected.
After greeting them, Lady Helena told me to report on the home-work i had been given. She had instructed me to research on the best way to clean stainless steel appliances and a shower.
I also had to look for good cleaning products that are available in the US. I reported on my findings: for most stains, common household items like dish-soap or vinegar can be used. But i also send them some links to products that i had seen being recommended most.
Lady Helena told me to buy the products for Domina Shelle. I'm still reluctant about findom, but i also love to spoil my Owners and this command somehow let my submissive mind take over. My everyday self was gone, the session had started.
Domina Shelle told me to get a dildo with a suction cup. I went to the bedroom to fetch it when Lady Helena commented on the clicking of my 6" heels. Both giggled and made some slightly humiliating comments and i was loving it. I returned with the dildo and Domina told me to kiss the tip and then to suck it, but it didn't fit into the mouth opening of my mask. So i had to lick it until Lady Helena decided that i should stick it on the floor and ride it. I told Her that i couldn't with the pussy-pants on and that i'd need to take of the shoes, stockings and garters first before. Before i could start to undress, She changed Her mind. Since i hadn't obeyed, i should clean the toilet instead.
I went to the bathroom and began to scrub the toilet-seat and bowl. After a while, Domina Shelle asked if the seat was clean and after i had affirmed, She told me to lick it. I obeyed without hesitation and another rush of humiliation ran through me.
I think, She told me to also rub my pussy, but from this point on, memories are blurry. It's the strange effect that my pussy-pants have on me. I totally forget about my cock and somehow my mind substitutes the feelings when i touch myself. It arouses me and although i think i can't cum or even edge this way, it gives me a sort of satisfaction. This, combined with the voices of my Owners in my head, let my mind spin.
I don't remember, who it was, but after a while, one of them told me, to rub my pussy on the toilet seat. The position was kind of hilarious and also strenuous, but i began to moan. I was not playing it, my mind was tricking me to feel pleasure on my pussy.
My next task was dusting. Domina Shelle asked me whether my duster has a handle and i immediately knew what She had on mind. A moment later, i was cleaning with my duster in my mouth and since my hands were free, i was told to keep touching myself.
This was one of the most difficult cleaning tasks i have done. Not only because the duster is quite long and not very light and holding it with my mouth was really difficult, but i was also very shaky on my legs with all the arousal.
While i was dusting, Lady Helena had the idea to use the shock-collar on me. I had dreaded this moment... we have played with the shock-collar before, even on high settings, but i have recently upgraded my toys and while doing that, i added the option to choose the shock duration. While testing at a medium strength, i had set the maximum duration to what i was able to inflict on myself and then added a bit more.
The first shocks were not so bad, but Lady Helena increased the level until She was satisfied with my reaction. I don't know what settings She chose, but it felt like hot needles were pressed into my skin. I screamed and hated myself for adding that feature.
It followed more dusting and humping the toilet-seat, while Lady Helena shocked me. At one point, She told me to stay quiet or i would receive another shock. I tried hard, but i could not control my screams and so She continued to shock me until i begged Her to stop.
Lady Helena knows, that She doesn't need to stop when i'm begging for mercy, that's what my safeword is meant for. It only means that i'm not enjoying the pain, but i'm willing to keep suffering for Her. At least She shocked me less frequently now...
All good things come to an end and so did our call, however for me, the session lasted a bit longer. I was told to lay on the bed and after Lady Helena had locked my hands to the headboard with the electromagnets, She set the timer and teased me once again, that it didn't work. I told Her that i had tested everything and She doesn't have to worry. Both of my Owners found it amusing that i had been so scared last time, that i had tested and double-checked everything.
Domina Shelle talked me into a light trance before they left and then i was alone, waiting to get free. I didn't know for how long i'd be bound, but didn't have to wait for too long.
I freed myself and undressed, i had instructions to follow after our session.
First i went to the bathroom and knelt in front of the toilet. As i had been told, i stuck my cock under the toilet-seat and started to hump it. It felt so strange and humiliating and i was also surprised how heavy a toilet-seat can be... Still, it didn't take me long to cum. Most went into the bowl, but i licked up everything else like Domina had instructed.
After i had cleaned up, i sat at the computer and send a tweet, thanking them for the session. Then i ordered the cleaning products for Domina Shelle. I didn't want Lady Helena to go without something, so i send Her the same.
My final task was to send them an email, thanking them and Lady Helena also wanted an apology for my disobedience. I promised that next time, i'll ask for permission to wear my silicone parts during a session.
I took a quick shower, because i had gotten really sweaty under the mask and then went to bed, looking forward to a relaxing weekend.
I was awake early this morning and as every Saturday, i made myself a coffee and while i was waiting for it, i noticed some dirt in the sink that i immediately cleaned. Throughout the morning, i noticed, that i had an increased desire to clean and tidy up.
At 11, i was standing in the kitchen cooking an elaborate meal and while it was simmering, i changed the bed sheets and did the laundry.
Somehow i have a different attitude today, i had planned to work on new toys, but somehow, i'm more in the mood to clean. Very strange, i didn't notice any suggestions in that direction yesterday. But i love it, it's good for me...
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