The suggestions are working

I was allowed two edges yesterday and i was looking forward to them for the whole day. I started very slowly to be able to enjoy it longer, but after a while i couldn't resist any more and edged for the first time.
I paused for a minute to cool down a bit. Then i started again and this time it was even more difficult not to edge too quickly. When i finally did, i stopped automatically and the urge to stroke was like blown away. I hadn't expected that the suggestions would be working this good!
I stayed in this state for the rest of the day. I was still horny, but the option to stroke seemed to be non-existing.
Today is again a day without touching and even worse, i'm only allowed two cups of coffee. I think i had told Domina how difficult this was for me during Lady Helena's boot-camp and now She's using this too...

New chastity assignment

Domina Shelle has been quite generous lately when it came to allowing Her slaves pleasure, but now She's going to tighten Her leash again, as it seems.
Since Friday, i'm doing a chastity assignment that came with Her new playground trigger Surrender BB. I was craving more chastity and looking forward to it, but somehow it is much more difficult this time. The assignment mixes small amounts of pleasure like only 100 strokes or one edge per day with days of no touching at all. This keeps me in a state of aroused anticipation, never giving me enough pleasure to ease the urge a bit.

Feet and Chocolate

The last days have been filled with one of my biggest fetishes, feet and shoes... it had started two weeks ago with Domina's session Lab Rat 2, which had triggered me to kiss any pair of unworn shoes for the next days. So whenever i was home alone and saw a pair of unoccupied shoes, i had the strong urge to get on my knees and kiss them. Even if i already had a shoe fetish, kissing my own non-kinky shoes that i had worn outside felt a bit strange. I the end, i started to put my shoes away properly and had a pair of high-heels ready instead. Not the worst side-effect... giggles...



Then, a week ago, Lady Helena commanded me to listen to Her new file Sleeper Agent. It has strong amnesia suggestions and my memories are fading, but i remember, that She woke me up quickly and then put me back into trance as fast several times. Each time i felt disoriented and was unsure, what had happened. She also implanted a new trigger that will work spoken or written. I know that it will cause me to obey, but again, the details are getting very fuzzy over time.

Last weekend, Domina released a new picture-pack with photos of Her feet. It came with a 7 day assignment of worshiping shoes while wearing nipple-clamps and a butt-plug. I love the assignment and when i received an email from Lady Helena yesterday, where She used the new trigger, the combined conditioning caused me to think of licking chocolate from my Owners' feet the whole day. It inspired me to draw the picture above for Lady Helena. She loves it and has used it to promote Her recording. I'm so proud!