Getting spanked

I had a wonderful session with Lady Helena tonight! I had set up my spanking-machine so, that She could control it from a webpage and She used it, while She read a sexy story to me. Every time, the slave in the story got spanked, She triggered my machine, too. I had set the machine to the highest level, something I never dared to do, when I used the machine myself, but there where pauses between most of the strokes and I could take them, although they stung...

After the story ended, Lady Helena asked, if I wanted more strokes and asking for more was what I did. This time, She administered series of fast strokes and I was soon moaning from the mixture of pleasure and pain. She left some lovely marks, that I make me think of Her, whenever I sit down during the next couple of days.
We both enjoyed our session and a lot have already talked about doing that again soon... I can't wait!

Blind Dominance

The last two days have been surprisingly easy. Although I didn't have much distraction, my arousal stayed on a normal level and I was managing to stay chaste without much struggle.

Things changed this afternoon...  Domina Shelle had released Her newest session Blind Dominance and I couldn't wait long to listen. It starts as a nice fantasy of how She sneaks into my live and ends as extension of the cock control, She took in Dangerous Pleasures. I still couldn't follow Her stroking instructions, but I could imagine, how it would feel and Her moaning brought my arousal back to the fullest extent.

After waking up, I was still extremely horny. My cock was throbbing and I was desperate to touch, but I still love this feeling when I'm giving up for Her what I crave so much!


Today was my 11th day of my chastity month and like the last time, it marked the point from which things started to get a little more difficult. I was horny from the moment I woke up and I couldn't help but take a dildo with me into the shower and fuck it while I was washing myself. I leaked a lot of precum, but it didn't help much with my arousal.
I tried to keep myself busy, but every sexy image, every though of my Domina, let my cock grow.
In the evening, Lady Helena ordered me to clean my bathroom with a toothbrush, like Domina Shelle had done it a while ago. For the fraction of a second I thought, how boring this task is, but the the pleasure of obedience took over and caused an erection once again.
I had already cleaned my flat yesterday, but it's not an option to question a command from my Superiors. So I focused even more on the details this time and left out the big surfaces that were already clean. After 90 minutes, I couldn't think of any spot that I might have missed. I had even moved the cabinet under the sink away to clean there. I was satisfied with my work...

While I was cleaning, I had listened to a random playlist of loop-files and many of them were about chastity. This helped me with my desperation. I'm still horny, but the desire to stroke isn't that strong anymore. Maybe it's also the fact, that I'm a bit exhausted from cleaning...