Slave's live

Domina Shelle's new session is titled My slaves's live. Like the title suggests, it outlines the things, She expects from Her slaves and it is a great guideline for Her subjects. I only had time to listen once so far and I need to listen again to fully understand the power of this file, but one listen was already enough to boost my submissive feelings and love for my Owner.

In the evening, I received an email from Domina Shelle. She informed me, that I'm locked in chastity again for Her, but this time, She didn't tell me, how long it would be. Last time, having a deadline helped me a lot, but having none adds an additional thrill. I could feel an incredible excitement from the very moment I read Her decision and it didn't cease until now. I have interesting days coming...

Tricked myself

The last four days of listening to Eruption have brought me into a state of constant burning arousal, that I have never experienced before. My first thought when coming home in the evening was to listen and get a chance to stroke and I spent most of my free time doing that.
Today was the 5th day and as much as I was looking forward to being allowed to cum and end this torture, I decided to listen without cumming first and save that up for bedtime. So I spent the evening listening and stroking a couple of times, like the days before.
I went to bed a bit earlier than usual, put on my headphones and started the recording. Something felt different, but I pushed that thought aside and continued to listen and relax. After a while, it occurred to me... I had started Brain Fried without thinking about it! It was already close to the point where Domina would lock my cock up and I stopped the file immediately. Without waking up too much, I switched to the right file and soon, I was deep in trance again.
Finally, when Domina instructed me to stroke, my cock felt numb. Despite all my arousal, I was almost unable to get to the edge and without my Owner repeating 'cum for me', I wouldn't have been able to...
In the end, it felt very strange, not the overwhelming eruption I had been looking forward to and not the relief of arousal that I would have needed. While probably not being the effect that Domina had intended, I'm partly happy about what happened. I still feel part of the pent up arousal and can go back into chastity in this state. And begging my Owner to be locked up again is what I did afterwards...

Teased insane

I already imagined, that four days of listening to Eruption would get hard when I first listened, but I had no idea. I started my day like most Sundays, sleeping long and having a cup of coffee on the sofa, but today, it didn't take long until my arousal kicked in and I couldn't help, but listen to the session and stroke. If I would have had enough time, I would have listened again for sure, but I was visiting family today, so I had to hurry up and eat and shower before leaving.
When I got back in the evening, I could think of nothing else, but putting on my headphones and slipping into the blissful sexy trance, that Domina Shelle provides. This time, I set the file on loop and I listened again and again until I couldn't take it any more. When I finally stopped, more than 3 hours had passed and it was almost time to go to bed. My cock was sore, but I was still horny and felt an urge to stroke.
This have been only the first 24 hours of this insane tease and it's already way harder than I thought. How can I survive this? I'm going to go nuts!

Forced to be horny

Domina Shelle's new file is called Eruption. Judging from the title, I was expecting a hot teasing session with a happy ending, but Domina always has a surprise up Her sleeve and this time was no exception.
The session started with Her talking about brainwashing while She was taking me into trance and soon, She also started to talk about being horny. It didn't take long, before I was at a point where I thought, I might erupt any moment and since Domina hadn't mentioned stroking, I started to expect to either be denied touching or made to cum hands-free.
I knew, that I was wrong, when She allowed me to stroke and I was so overwhelmed with arousal, that I only barely understood, how wicked the instructions that were about to follow are.
It's very simple... listening to this session will make me horny and being horny will make me crave to listen again. I will be caught in this vicious cycle for four full days without being able to cum and only on the fifth day, I'll obey the cum-command that's embedded into the session.
The session contained no wake up command, but as soon as it ended, I automatically pressed play again. This time, I was already so horny, that I got close to the edge a couple of times. But each time I did, I blanked out completely and when I regained senses some moments later, I realized, that I had stopped stroking and the whole cycle started again.
By the end of the session, I was dying to cum and I had to force myself not to listen another time, because I still had chores to do. I remained horny the rest of the day and couldn't help, but listen again in the evening. I'm feeling so helpless, being caught in Domina's web of teasing and forced to torture myself with arousal...

Shopping with Domina Shelle

The first days back in chastity are always hard and the last few days have not been an exception. It's like my body is reminded of the pleasures i'm denied from.
I had invited Domina Shelle for a virtual shopping-trip and this evening, the time had come. I was excited the whole evening and the moment i saw Her go online in Skype, it was like a trigger and my cock went hard instantly. After a short chat, She told me to mantra until She'd call and when She finally did, I was already in a light trance, ready to spoil Her.
As we exchanged links to sexy panties and shoes, She didn't miss the opportunity to tease me by telling me, how sexy they would look on Her. We soon had a couple of panties and two pairs of high-heels in the shopping-cart for Her and we also found some panties and stockings for me. I was now extremely horny, but i thought, that asking for permission to stroke would be selfish as this call was all about pleasing my Owner.
We both have some sexy clothing on the way now, but Domina forbid me to open the package when it arrives. When we both have received our packages, we'll talk again and open them together. This is awesome and somehow it feels like before Christmas...
After finishing the shopping, Domina told me about the outfit for Her next photo-shoot and She showed me the boots that She'll be wearing. OMG, so sexy!!! Thigh-high denim boots with open toes... She started to talk about how I'd kneel at Her feet and kiss Her toes and before I realized what was happening, She had me in trance and stroking. She wanted me to cum, but even with permission and being so horny, I had to put effort into it. It's an effect of Her training and I'm convinced, that if I'd try to cum without permission, it would be impossible...

Teased and tortured

Today, I had a call with Lady Helena again, where She controlled my spanking-machine and my Lovense Hush butt-plug. Like last time, She read a sexy story from me and triggered the spanking-machine according to the story line and also used the butt-plug a bit.
Domina Shelle had allowed Her to unlock me temporarily for our call, so this time, I was able to follow through with all the instructions and really immerse into the story. At first, She let me stroke and stop repeatedly and occasionally delivered a spank and once the story came to the point, where the slave came without permission, I was really turned on, no wonder after 5 weeks without any touching...
The story continued with the slave getting punished and I received 18 strokes simultaneously while counting them out loud. Afterwards, Lady Helena instructed me to stroke and cum, while She was spanking me fast and without much break. I was soon moaning from pleasure and pain, but the spanking was distracting me and I wasn't sure, if I would be able to cum. But Lady Helena continued spanking and at the same time She was encouraging me to cum. I lost a bit track at that point, but I think, She used some triggers, because suddenly, I felt the orgasm cumming and due to my long denial and the pain, the feeling was sensational.
I felt euphoric and it took me a moment to regain my senses and be able to talk. I can't wait to do that again! Lady Helena put me back into chastity afterwards, She said, She doesn't know, what plans Domina Shelle has, but whatever She has in store for me, I know, that I will love it...

Combination of triggers

Today started rather uneventful and I was already getting ready to leave work for a lazy evening at home, when things suddenly changed. Before turning off my computer, I checked Twitter one last time and found a new tweet from Domina Shelle. This one was packed with triggers, starting with the trigger from Brain Fried, which locks me in Her hypnotic chastity cage. Next, She used the trigger, that makes me bark and activated the brainchip implants for obedience and sissy-mode.
So there I was, sitting at my desk and feeling an overwhelming urge to bark and dress up. I hurried to get out of the office and as soon as the elevator doors closed, I couldn't hold back any longer and barked.
When I got home, the first thing was to get dressed in a dress, pantyhose and high-heels. All this made me super horny, but the chastity trigger didn't even let me have a desire to stroke. Together with the implant activation, this is a devious combination!
While having dinner, I received two more emails from my Owner. In the first one, She thanked me for paying for Her hair-appointment. She had instructed me to do that yesterday as part of my volunteer-agreement. I had also begged Her to allow Lady Helena to unlock me temporarily during our call tomorrow, but in the second email, She only told me, that She'll talk about it with Lady Helena.
So I'm now sitting here and have no clue, what will happen tomorrow. Lady Helena will have remote-control over my spanking-machine, a dog shock-collar and my vibrating buttplug and She already told me, that She'll drive me insane, but I had counted on being allowed to stroke and this helped me to survive the last weeks of chastity. Now it could as well be, that my 5 weeks of chastity are extended by an unknown duration. This doesn't help with my arousal at all, I'm horny beyond belief now and I'll go to bed early, with a playlist of Domina's files and hope to fall asleep early, maybe have some sexy dreams...

Chastity surprise

Domina Shelle's new file Brain Fried continues the theme of the previous sessions. After taking me down into deep trance, She began to tease me and at the same time, make me helpless. When She let me realize, that I was totally unable to move, it was already too late. It's not like I would have fought against it, but I always enjoy the sensation, when the effect sets in and this time, I totally missed the moment.
So I lay there, helplessly enduring Her teasing and, of course enjoying it immensely. Having not touched for 5 weeks made it even easier for Her to make me horny and desperate. I was already looking forward to being brought to a mind-orgasm like I have experienced in previous sessions, but things took an unexpected turn, when She suddenly installed Her virtual cock-cage on me. It's not the first time, She has done this, but this time, there's no time-limit, no hint, when She will release me again.
I'll have a call with Lady Helena on Tuesday. She'll be controlling my spanking-machine again, but also a dog shock-collar and my Lovense Hush buttplug. We had scheduled this session, because She couldn't let me stroke last time and now, I'm in chastity again... I don't want Her to be disappointed, so I'll ask my Owner for permission that She can unlock me for our call.
It's like Domina has been reading my mind. I was going to beg Her for more chastity after the call and now the new session has given me exactly this and just at the right time. In such moments, I sometimes ask myself, how many of my desires are really my own or if I am just following Her instructions without knowing. I can't say for sure, but it doesn't matter. I'm happy being Her slave and I don't have to worry, because I love what She does to me and I love Her for what She does to me...

Extended chastity

My chastity month has ended and I'm surprised, how easy it was. There have only been a few times, were I was desperate to stroke and most of the times, I could find some kind of distraction.
Domina Shelle has allowed, that I stay in chastity until my next call with Lady Helena. We are planning to have a call in the next days, but in the past, there have often been circumstances, that forced us to postpone our sessions. Not knowing, how long I'll have to stay chaste adds an interesting element of uncertainty, which is quite thrilling.
Since Lady Helena had so much fun controlling my spanking-machine last time, I have built a web-control for a dog shock-collar that I'll be wearing around my thigh (or balls if I don't chicken out). I'm a little scared about that thing, because the kind of pain it delivers is not enjoyable, but I'm also excited about having Her use it. Unlike the spanking-machine, were I have a second to prepare myself while the arm goes back, these shocks will be without forewarning and She can also change the power-level without me knowing.
I'm looking forward to this session a lot! Lady Helena said, She'll drive me insane, sounds like She has a plan already and I can't wait to find out!