Domina Shelle had extended my chastity assignment by 3 days after i had begged Her for it and She had instructed me to listen to Brain Fried each day. This is my absolute favorite of Her chastity files and the effects seem to get stronger with each time i listen.
I love being locked in Her hypnotic cock cage so much, that i begged Her for a stricter mode of chastity. So from now on, i'm only allowed to touch in a call with Her or Lady Helena or when i have earned it by doing my maid chores or pleasing my Owners in other ways.
And it's already showing first effects... i have been horny non-stop from the moment i read Her email yesterday and i was extra motivated to do my chores today.
Begging for chastity
I'm on day 8 of the Chastity Assignment and for some reason, it's harder than longer periods before. I guess it's due to the fact that Domina Shelle has been very generous with permissions to stroke and cum lately. I just got too used to that...
In an email i sent Her this morning, i had expressed the state i'm currently in. I'm not sure what i want more, to cum or to stay chaste, but i know, that i would probably regret cumming once the momentary pleasure has ended and my constant arousal is gone.
A few minutes ago, i received Her answer. Just a few words like 'you don't want to cum' and 'you will make the right decision' were enough and before i knew it, i had replied and begged Her to extend my chastity. When i pressed the 'Send' button, it was like waking up from a short trance. It felt like She somehow triggered me to do that.
I have never felt so controlled, but i love it!!!
In an email i sent Her this morning, i had expressed the state i'm currently in. I'm not sure what i want more, to cum or to stay chaste, but i know, that i would probably regret cumming once the momentary pleasure has ended and my constant arousal is gone.
A few minutes ago, i received Her answer. Just a few words like 'you don't want to cum' and 'you will make the right decision' were enough and before i knew it, i had replied and begged Her to extend my chastity. When i pressed the 'Send' button, it was like waking up from a short trance. It felt like She somehow triggered me to do that.
I have never felt so controlled, but i love it!!!
Chastity Assignment
Many of Domina Shelle's recent sessions gave me the opportunity to cum. Although i appreciated it and enjoyed those moments, i noticed how cumming too often has decreased my submissive feelings and so, i was happy to see Her release a new Chastity Assignment last weekend.
I had to wait until Monday to start, but each day, the waiting increased my anticipation. She gave the option to either go for 7 or 10 days and of course, i opted for the longer one.
The first two days have been without touching, just listening to two of Her chastity recordings each day. This was a very good start to get me into the mood again.
Today, on the third day, i was allowed some stroking, but only while doing my mantra and when it was required by the files i was instructed to listen to. And i was only allowed slow stroking and had to stay away from the edge...
That last part was very frustrating! I longed to stroke faster, to feel more pleasure and to enjoy an edge and without my Owner's control, i would have been too weak to resist this urge.
I had to wait until Monday to start, but each day, the waiting increased my anticipation. She gave the option to either go for 7 or 10 days and of course, i opted for the longer one.
The first two days have been without touching, just listening to two of Her chastity recordings each day. This was a very good start to get me into the mood again.
Today, on the third day, i was allowed some stroking, but only while doing my mantra and when it was required by the files i was instructed to listen to. And i was only allowed slow stroking and had to stay away from the edge...
That last part was very frustrating! I longed to stroke faster, to feel more pleasure and to enjoy an edge and without my Owner's control, i would have been too weak to resist this urge.
More maid training
I had a fun maid-training session with Domina Shelle tonight.
Like She instructed, i was waiting in my uniform and with a feather-duster until She called me. After a bit of initial chat, She sent me to dust everything in the living-room, while She kept talking. She first described how She would sit back and relax with a glass of wine while watching me work, but then started to take me into a light trance.
After a while, i thought that i'd found and removed all the dust and reported to my Owner. She had me take a while glove and test my work and of course, there was some dust left. This earned me the first punishment, a 10 minute caning from Lady Helena. I must confess, that i liked to hear that and i'm looking forward to my call with Lady Helena on Thursday.
Domina had me start all over and despite my efforts, the second check with the white glove still showed a little bit of dust. Domina sentenced me to another 10 minutes of caning and this time i started to get a bit worried. If Lady Helena is in a sadistic mood on Thursday, sitting down will be painful for several days afterwards.
But Domina Shelle wasn't finished yet. She told me to fetch a belt and hit my inner thighs with it. I hadn't noticed, how deep in trance i must have been at that point and how compliant Domina Shelle had made me, but when i spanked my thighs, i was just acting upon Her command without thinking about the pain that the impact would cause. And so, i didn't hold back and hit my thighs hard.
After having me insert a butt-plug, Domina sent me onto the third round of dusting and this time, i managed to pass the glove-test. She allowed me to stroke and edge and when i got close, She asked if i want to save my orgasm for Her. I had answered with "Yes, Domina!" over and over again while i was dusting and so i didn't think and just answered in the same way again.
Before finishing our call, Domina Shelle gave me with some assignments. I'll have to listen to Sissy Maid tonight (which has a lot of similarities to what we did tonight) and i will have to spend 3 hours cleaning my bathroom until the end of the week. She expects me to have everything clean enough, that i will lick and kiss the toilet without hesitation if She told me so.
Like She instructed, i was waiting in my uniform and with a feather-duster until She called me. After a bit of initial chat, She sent me to dust everything in the living-room, while She kept talking. She first described how She would sit back and relax with a glass of wine while watching me work, but then started to take me into a light trance.
After a while, i thought that i'd found and removed all the dust and reported to my Owner. She had me take a while glove and test my work and of course, there was some dust left. This earned me the first punishment, a 10 minute caning from Lady Helena. I must confess, that i liked to hear that and i'm looking forward to my call with Lady Helena on Thursday.
Domina had me start all over and despite my efforts, the second check with the white glove still showed a little bit of dust. Domina sentenced me to another 10 minutes of caning and this time i started to get a bit worried. If Lady Helena is in a sadistic mood on Thursday, sitting down will be painful for several days afterwards.
But Domina Shelle wasn't finished yet. She told me to fetch a belt and hit my inner thighs with it. I hadn't noticed, how deep in trance i must have been at that point and how compliant Domina Shelle had made me, but when i spanked my thighs, i was just acting upon Her command without thinking about the pain that the impact would cause. And so, i didn't hold back and hit my thighs hard.
After having me insert a butt-plug, Domina sent me onto the third round of dusting and this time, i managed to pass the glove-test. She allowed me to stroke and edge and when i got close, She asked if i want to save my orgasm for Her. I had answered with "Yes, Domina!" over and over again while i was dusting and so i didn't think and just answered in the same way again.
Before finishing our call, Domina Shelle gave me with some assignments. I'll have to listen to Sissy Maid tonight (which has a lot of similarities to what we did tonight) and i will have to spend 3 hours cleaning my bathroom until the end of the week. She expects me to have everything clean enough, that i will lick and kiss the toilet without hesitation if She told me so.
Maid Day
I had been looking forward to today since Domina Shelle surprised me with a sissy-maid assignment on Thursday.
So today, after taking a bath like She instructed, i got dressed while listening to Her Sissy Maid file. It had the desired effect to make me horny and connecting my arousal with doing my maid duties and so i was eager to start.
Dressed in my pink maid-uniform, with my highest heels and wearing a butt-plug, i started to clean the bathroom and then the kitchen. Before long, i was sweating heavily due to the weather and the adhesive breast-forms tugged painfully on my still sore nipples, but i knew, that Domina Shelle would not accept sloppy work. She had instructed me to send before and after pictures and since i had already cleaned earlier this week, i had to put extra attention to the details, so that the pictures would show a visible improvement.
After almost 4 hours, i was finished and happy to get out of my maid-uniform. Following my instructions, i took another bath and sent Her my report afterwards, before putting my feet up for the rest of the afternoon...
So today, after taking a bath like She instructed, i got dressed while listening to Her Sissy Maid file. It had the desired effect to make me horny and connecting my arousal with doing my maid duties and so i was eager to start.
Dressed in my pink maid-uniform, with my highest heels and wearing a butt-plug, i started to clean the bathroom and then the kitchen. Before long, i was sweating heavily due to the weather and the adhesive breast-forms tugged painfully on my still sore nipples, but i knew, that Domina Shelle would not accept sloppy work. She had instructed me to send before and after pictures and since i had already cleaned earlier this week, i had to put extra attention to the details, so that the pictures would show a visible improvement.
After almost 4 hours, i was finished and happy to get out of my maid-uniform. Following my instructions, i took another bath and sent Her my report afterwards, before putting my feet up for the rest of the afternoon...
Nipple torture
Lady Helena is really keeping me busy with assignments. After having edged 13 times last weekend, She used that number to torture me this week. Starting on Tuesday, i had to wear nipple-clamps for 13 hours and a butt-plug for the same amount of time until Sunday evening.
The butt-plug would be no problem, but i know, that with my nipples still being sore from the last assignment, this part would become hard.
I decided to divide the hours evenly over the six days. The first day was fun, i divided the time into four sessions with a little break in between. Each of them got a little harder, since the soreness accumulated, but i had no problem standing it.
Wednesday was already more difficult, but i stuck to that pattern and was able to do the planned same of time.
The problems started on Thursday. My nipples were still so sore, that they hurt badly from the first moment i put the clamps on and i was not able to wear them for more than 15 minutes at a time. In the end, i ended with 30 minutes less than planned, that i would somehow have to catch up.
I had to take a break on Friday since even touching my nipples hurt.
Today was a bit better. I had more time to do my assignment with shorter intervals distributed over the day, but the soreness built up quickly again. I managed to reach the duration i had planned for, but was unable to catch up with the 160 minutes i was behind.
I still have the Sunday, but Domina Shelle has given me a maid assignment that will keep me busy and i think i will not be able to stand wearing the nipple-clamps under the breast-forms.
I will try my best, but i'm not very optimistic that i can reach more than 10 hours. I'm going to have to confess my failure and beg for punishment...
The butt-plug would be no problem, but i know, that with my nipples still being sore from the last assignment, this part would become hard.
I decided to divide the hours evenly over the six days. The first day was fun, i divided the time into four sessions with a little break in between. Each of them got a little harder, since the soreness accumulated, but i had no problem standing it.
Wednesday was already more difficult, but i stuck to that pattern and was able to do the planned same of time.
The problems started on Thursday. My nipples were still so sore, that they hurt badly from the first moment i put the clamps on and i was not able to wear them for more than 15 minutes at a time. In the end, i ended with 30 minutes less than planned, that i would somehow have to catch up.
I had to take a break on Friday since even touching my nipples hurt.
Today was a bit better. I had more time to do my assignment with shorter intervals distributed over the day, but the soreness built up quickly again. I managed to reach the duration i had planned for, but was unable to catch up with the 160 minutes i was behind.
I still have the Sunday, but Domina Shelle has given me a maid assignment that will keep me busy and i think i will not be able to stand wearing the nipple-clamps under the breast-forms.
I will try my best, but i'm not very optimistic that i can reach more than 10 hours. I'm going to have to confess my failure and beg for punishment...
Kept busy
Domina Shelle and Lady Helena kept me pretty busy this weekend...
When i woke up on Thursday, i had an email from Lady Helena with a new assignment. I was to edge as often as possible until Sunday evening and besides that, She told me to wear nipple-clamps for one hour each day and listen to Don't Think.
I had planned to start as soon as i returned home from work and spent the rest of the evening with edging, but in the afternoon, i got an assignment from Domina Shelle, too. She wanted me to refresh my Playground Triggers over the weekend. Besides listening to the introduction session each day, She assigned me three trigger files to listen to on Friday and Saturday.
After listening to Lady Helena's file, it put clothespins onto my nipples. They weren't painful at first, but i knew this would change. I stroked and edged two times before my nipples started to burn and the pain got too distracting. There were still 15 minutes left and i tried to keep myself horny enough, so taking the clamps off would suck less. I removed the clothespins very carefully and the pain was bearable, but my nipples stayed sore for quite a while afterwards.
On Friday morning, i had another email from Domina Shelle. She had sent me six free files with brain-chip updates, how generous of Her! I was curios about the files, but decided to wait until i had finished my assignments.
However, i couldn't wait to listen when i read the description of the new file, that Domina Shelle released on Saturday. The description of Re-Form School sounded so hot, that i couldn't resist. My memories of the session are a bit blurred, so i need to listen again before i can tell about details, but i remember that it was indeed very sexy, but also a lesson in female superiority.
I spent most of the weekend with stroking and listening to sessions. At times, it felt like i didn't even wake up completely between sessions and in the end, the weekend was over in the blink of an eye. I wrote an emails to my Owners, reporting my assignments done and hoping that Lady Helena would be pleased with the 13 edges i did.
Both have allowed me to cum, but Lady Helena has already a new assignment for me. This week, for my 13 edges, i'll have to accumulate 13 hours of wearing nipple-clamps and also of wearing a butt-plug. With 6 days left, that's more than 2 hours a day, with my nipples still being a bit sore, this won't be an easy assignment...
When i woke up on Thursday, i had an email from Lady Helena with a new assignment. I was to edge as often as possible until Sunday evening and besides that, She told me to wear nipple-clamps for one hour each day and listen to Don't Think.
I had planned to start as soon as i returned home from work and spent the rest of the evening with edging, but in the afternoon, i got an assignment from Domina Shelle, too. She wanted me to refresh my Playground Triggers over the weekend. Besides listening to the introduction session each day, She assigned me three trigger files to listen to on Friday and Saturday.
After listening to Lady Helena's file, it put clothespins onto my nipples. They weren't painful at first, but i knew this would change. I stroked and edged two times before my nipples started to burn and the pain got too distracting. There were still 15 minutes left and i tried to keep myself horny enough, so taking the clamps off would suck less. I removed the clothespins very carefully and the pain was bearable, but my nipples stayed sore for quite a while afterwards.
On Friday morning, i had another email from Domina Shelle. She had sent me six free files with brain-chip updates, how generous of Her! I was curios about the files, but decided to wait until i had finished my assignments.
However, i couldn't wait to listen when i read the description of the new file, that Domina Shelle released on Saturday. The description of Re-Form School sounded so hot, that i couldn't resist. My memories of the session are a bit blurred, so i need to listen again before i can tell about details, but i remember that it was indeed very sexy, but also a lesson in female superiority.
I spent most of the weekend with stroking and listening to sessions. At times, it felt like i didn't even wake up completely between sessions and in the end, the weekend was over in the blink of an eye. I wrote an emails to my Owners, reporting my assignments done and hoping that Lady Helena would be pleased with the 13 edges i did.
Both have allowed me to cum, but Lady Helena has already a new assignment for me. This week, for my 13 edges, i'll have to accumulate 13 hours of wearing nipple-clamps and also of wearing a butt-plug. With 6 days left, that's more than 2 hours a day, with my nipples still being a bit sore, this won't be an easy assignment...
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