I have finished my second boot-camp training. It was a hard 4 weeks, mainly because of the restrictions in daily life like the diet and daily exercise and the limited TV, internet and social life.
Since i had already graduated once, Lady Helena altered the ceremony this time and catered to my desire to suffer for Her amusement.
Like She had instructed, i waited for Her with clover-clamps on my nipples and my ass-hole plugged. After some initial chat, She took me into trance while i was kneeling. She knows, that my knees are my weak spot and how uncomfortable i am on my knees. She also told me to squeeze the clamps hard until i was moaning from pain. It's fascinating how much pain i can inflect on myself when She tells me. I wouldn't endure that if i would be on my own, but for Her, i don't hold back.
She finally allowed me to sit down and while i was bouncing on the plug,, i was allowed to stroke. But of course there was a catch. Every 5 strokes, i had to snap a rubber-band onto my cock. Again, i pulled the rubber-band hard before releasing it. I know how much Lady Helena enjoys to hear my moans of pain and i wanted them to be genuine for Her.
I was finally granted release, very needed after all the edging last week... and it won't be the last... Lady Helena instructed me to listen to Drain for the next two days and cum as often as possible. I don't know the recording yet, but the description and reviews tell me that it's about forced orgasms, so i'm looking forward to find out.
So, to finish with, would i like to do another round of boot-camp? Not really, the 4 weeks were hard and i'm not very eager to go through them again. But i would not hesitate a second if Lady Helena asked me (and i'm sure She will), because i want to obey and please Her!
Electro-torture
Once again, Lady Helena has read my mind and made one of my fantasies come true.
Like we had agreed, i started to tie myself down shortly before the appointed time. I used a set of medical restraints on my ankles and thighs to pin my legs to the bed. Then i connected the estim-device. One channel on the base of my cock, the other on the head and the common pole connected to a buttplug. After blindfolding myself and putting on the headset, i cuffed my hands to the headboard. The timer for the magnetic cuffs was set to 90 minutes, but we had agreed that Lady Helena was free to modify it.
So i was lying there, blindfolded and unable to free myself while i was waiting for Lady Helena to call. From time to time, i though to feel a tingle on my cock. Was Lady Helena already playing with the estim-device?
I was already loosing track of time, when i heard noise in the headphones. It might have been 10 minutes, maybe 15, but now Lady Helena was there. She didn't waste much time and started to take me into trance after setting the estim-device to a low level.
The deeper She took me, the stronger She turned the stimulation and i was starting to worry if i could withstand the session without cumming.
Once i was deep in trance, Lady Helena told me to focus on the pain, while She turned up the power until i was moaning. I clenched my muscles to stay away from the edge and without noticing it, this made me focus on the pain and forget the pleasure.
I found out that this was exactly what She intended as She installed the post-hypnotic suggestion, that i will always feel this pain and my muscles clenching if i try to cum without permission. She continued to torture me with waves of intense stimulation and i cold hear how much fun She had making me moan from the mix of pain and pleasure.
Our call came to an end, but the real torture was only about to start. Lady Helena didn't wake me up, but only informed me that She would leave me tied for a while and come back to play with the estim from time to time. I begged Her to turn the stimulation down a bit since i was afraid that i won't be able to hold back. She was amused that i was begging and turned the power down a bit.
She reminded me, that i must confess if i should cum and that i would get punished, then She hung up.
It didn't take long before i felt the stimulation getting stronger again. I fought hard to ignore the pleasure and focus on the pain. It was not the punishment or failing the boot-camp that concerned me most, but the post-orgasm torture that i would be subjected to. I'm getting so sensitive when i cum, that continued stimulation with the estim-device is pure agony. And i would have no means to beg for mercy...
So i was left laying on my bed, with the the stimulation on a low level. I was expecting to have to wait for the first wave, but Lady Helena seemed to have way too much fun and didn't give me much of a break. She had said that She would play every few minutes, but for me, the breaks seemed like only seconds. I tried to calm down as good as possible during the breaks and when the waves hit, i was moaning, sometimes whimpering. Somehow i was hoping, that She had only turned Her microphone off and was still hearing me...
I was exhausted when the magnets finally turned off and released me. Fighting against the pleasure was a new experience for me and while it was hard and a little frustrating, i had as much fun as Lady Helena!
Like we had agreed, i started to tie myself down shortly before the appointed time. I used a set of medical restraints on my ankles and thighs to pin my legs to the bed. Then i connected the estim-device. One channel on the base of my cock, the other on the head and the common pole connected to a buttplug. After blindfolding myself and putting on the headset, i cuffed my hands to the headboard. The timer for the magnetic cuffs was set to 90 minutes, but we had agreed that Lady Helena was free to modify it.
So i was lying there, blindfolded and unable to free myself while i was waiting for Lady Helena to call. From time to time, i though to feel a tingle on my cock. Was Lady Helena already playing with the estim-device?
I was already loosing track of time, when i heard noise in the headphones. It might have been 10 minutes, maybe 15, but now Lady Helena was there. She didn't waste much time and started to take me into trance after setting the estim-device to a low level.
The deeper She took me, the stronger She turned the stimulation and i was starting to worry if i could withstand the session without cumming.
Once i was deep in trance, Lady Helena told me to focus on the pain, while She turned up the power until i was moaning. I clenched my muscles to stay away from the edge and without noticing it, this made me focus on the pain and forget the pleasure.
I found out that this was exactly what She intended as She installed the post-hypnotic suggestion, that i will always feel this pain and my muscles clenching if i try to cum without permission. She continued to torture me with waves of intense stimulation and i cold hear how much fun She had making me moan from the mix of pain and pleasure.
Our call came to an end, but the real torture was only about to start. Lady Helena didn't wake me up, but only informed me that She would leave me tied for a while and come back to play with the estim from time to time. I begged Her to turn the stimulation down a bit since i was afraid that i won't be able to hold back. She was amused that i was begging and turned the power down a bit.
She reminded me, that i must confess if i should cum and that i would get punished, then She hung up.
It didn't take long before i felt the stimulation getting stronger again. I fought hard to ignore the pleasure and focus on the pain. It was not the punishment or failing the boot-camp that concerned me most, but the post-orgasm torture that i would be subjected to. I'm getting so sensitive when i cum, that continued stimulation with the estim-device is pure agony. And i would have no means to beg for mercy...
So i was left laying on my bed, with the the stimulation on a low level. I was expecting to have to wait for the first wave, but Lady Helena seemed to have way too much fun and didn't give me much of a break. She had said that She would play every few minutes, but for me, the breaks seemed like only seconds. I tried to calm down as good as possible during the breaks and when the waves hit, i was moaning, sometimes whimpering. Somehow i was hoping, that She had only turned Her microphone off and was still hearing me...
I was exhausted when the magnets finally turned off and released me. Fighting against the pleasure was a new experience for me and while it was hard and a little frustrating, i had as much fun as Lady Helena!
Back to boot-camp
Lady Helena is doing another round of Her Boot Camp with a new group of recruits and She had invited me to join again. Even if it was an invitation and the last boot-camp was hard, i didn't dare to decline Her offer. For me it was an order and i didn't hesitate to accept.
Of course, since i already graduated, She expects me to do even better this time and She has also put me on a stricter regime than the new recruits.
So like last time, i'm back on daily exercise and a diet, no read meat, nothing fried and worst of all, no cheese and only water to drink (except one coffee per day).
The additional instructions for me include no stroking at all, eating 3 meals from a bowl on the floor this week and having 2 ice-cubes up my ass every time i shower (something i really dislike).
Especially the dietary restrictions are already bugging me and i have asked myself if i would have joined if i had remembered how i disliked them the last time. But would that have been a reason? The fact that Lady Helena invited me means that She wants me to participate and since the restrictions of my personal life are a major part of the boot-camp training, this can't be a reason to chicken out.
The fact that i joined without thinking about the implications is also a proof of how powerful Her control has become. Even without being directly instructed, i anticipate what She wants me to do. Her will overrides my conscious mind and i obey without thinking about it.
Of course, since i already graduated, She expects me to do even better this time and She has also put me on a stricter regime than the new recruits.
So like last time, i'm back on daily exercise and a diet, no read meat, nothing fried and worst of all, no cheese and only water to drink (except one coffee per day).
The additional instructions for me include no stroking at all, eating 3 meals from a bowl on the floor this week and having 2 ice-cubes up my ass every time i shower (something i really dislike).
Especially the dietary restrictions are already bugging me and i have asked myself if i would have joined if i had remembered how i disliked them the last time. But would that have been a reason? The fact that Lady Helena invited me means that She wants me to participate and since the restrictions of my personal life are a major part of the boot-camp training, this can't be a reason to chicken out.
The fact that i joined without thinking about the implications is also a proof of how powerful Her control has become. Even without being directly instructed, i anticipate what She wants me to do. Her will overrides my conscious mind and i obey without thinking about it.
Hot dreams
After my latest punishment, Domina has decided, that i need to be spanked more frequently, so my skin doesn't brake so fast. She instructed me to administer 30 strokes this weekend, which i was looking forward to a lot.
I think it was this anticipation which triggered a hot dream last night. Domina Shelle and Lady Helena were punishing me, but no matter what implement they were using to spank me, i was enjoying it too much for their taste. So they administered a big enema and handed me a diaper that was thickly covered in deep heat or some other kind of casaicin creme. I have once expirienced Finalgon on my balls and since then it scares the crap out of me. Even in my dream i was scared and i begged them to for mercy. I begged until they showed mercy, but they didn't allow me to use the toilet. I was fighting not to make a mess, but i knew, that i finally would have to use the diaper.
I woke up at this point, on the one hand regretting that the dream ended, but on the other hand, i was glad, that the ordeal was over.
I administered the spanking in the afternoon. My skin didn't break this time, but Domina said, that i must take 20 more strokes if my ass isn't sore tomorrow. I don't think it will be, so i'll have another spanking ahead.
I think it was this anticipation which triggered a hot dream last night. Domina Shelle and Lady Helena were punishing me, but no matter what implement they were using to spank me, i was enjoying it too much for their taste. So they administered a big enema and handed me a diaper that was thickly covered in deep heat or some other kind of casaicin creme. I have once expirienced Finalgon on my balls and since then it scares the crap out of me. Even in my dream i was scared and i begged them to for mercy. I begged until they showed mercy, but they didn't allow me to use the toilet. I was fighting not to make a mess, but i knew, that i finally would have to use the diaper.
I woke up at this point, on the one hand regretting that the dream ended, but on the other hand, i was glad, that the ordeal was over.
I administered the spanking in the afternoon. My skin didn't break this time, but Domina said, that i must take 20 more strokes if my ass isn't sore tomorrow. I don't think it will be, so i'll have another spanking ahead.
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