Merry Christmas (i'm back)

Merry Christmas, everyone! Enjoy the holidays (as best as it's possible this year).

Yes, there hasn't been any update for a long time. i have had some worries occupying my mind, my kinky side disappeared almost completely and i wasn't feeling creative at all.

Everything is coming to a positive conclusion now and i'm feeling kinky again. i'm working on new kinky devices (more on that in the new year) and i got my Christmas-spanking from Lady Helena a week ago.

She tested Her new Christmas session on me, so if you haven't listened to it yet and don't want to be spoiler-ed, stop reading now...

Lady Helena had told me to have the spanking-machine and -bench ready. i hadn't felt the cane in months and i was nervous about what was to come...

After talking a bit, She told me to get into position. I knelt down in front of the bench and bent over. Lady Helena told me to keep one hand free, the other hand would be cuffed to the bench. After i had strapped down my legs, i put one hand in position and Lady Helena activated the electromagnet. Click! 

It's amazing what being restrained does to me. A minute before, we were chatting and joking and from one moment to the other, i was feeling docile and helpless. 

Lady Helena started to take me into a trance. Due to my uncomfortable position, i didn't fall as deep as with the recorded version of the session, but it got me into the mood. I enjoyed Her describing how She wrapped my body into Her gift-wrap, making me unable to move. Before long, i found myself bent and tied over the sawhorse. She informed me that i was on the very top of Her naughty-list this year and i would be punished. The thought of being spanked turned me on...

It didn't take long, before i could hear the swish of the cane and a split-second later, i felt the pain. Holy sh*t! That was a hard stroke, especially without a warm-up. I didn't have time to process the pain, a second stroke hit me while i was still groaning. Then a third one.

Lady Helena was using the series-function. I had never tried it before and was now regretting having it built in. Now i was getting a little scared. She was already testing my limits with the first few strokes...

The second series followed after only a short break, then another one. Was She still ramping up the strength? It definitely felt like, my groans were becoming louder...

She didn't deliver a lot of strokes, maybe twenty, but always in series of three or four, and with each stroke of a series, the pain seemed to double. She had even allowed me to stroke my cock, but i couldn't get it hard.

During the last few series, i was sobbing and the thought of begging for mercy was crossing my mind. But it was meant to be a punishment, She could hear my pain and obviously it was what She wanted me to feel. It was Her decision and i wasn't in a position to question that.

I was glad it was over when Lady Helena released me and ended the call. i inspected my behind in the mirror, expecting to see some serious bruises, but my skin was still intact, only nice thick welts...

i checked the web-interface before shutting down the software... the spanking-machine was set to only 58%... what will happen if Lady Helena decides that i deserve a serious punishment...?