Triggered to cum

Domina Shelle has prepared a very special treat for Her contracted slaves in this month's training session. The title of the file already gave a hint, so i was looking forward to try it from the moment i received the file.
In the evening, i finally could listen. At first, i didn't feel like i was falling very deep, but as Domina had me imagine Her taking me by the hand and guiding me down a staircase while She counted me down, i fell quickly. I don't even remember the second half of the count-down...
Once She had me in a deep trance, She unwound a sexy fantasy. I was lying on the bed in the darkened room as the door opened and She entered. She climbed onto the bed, teased me and straddled my body and everything She described felt very real in my imagination. It's always easy for Her to get me aroused with only a few words, but this time, it felt even stronger.
She turned me on more and more, bringing me closer to the edge until my cock was bouncing up and down and i was thrusting my hips like i was trying to rub against Her.
When She finally commanded me to cum, my mind exploded. I was cumming hard, but without ejaculating. My head was spinning and my muscles contracting rhythmically. Since i hadn't ejaculated, i stayed highly aroused and the orgasm went on for several minutes before it started to fade away very slowly.
Domina ended the session with getting me aroused again. It wouldn't have been necessary, because i still was, but it helped to make me wanting to listen again. If it hadn't been bedtime, i would have listened at least once more...

Even without ejaculating, this session let me experience one of the longest and best orgasms i ever had. I will for sure listen often to this session and i'm optimistic that after a few times, i will also be able to ejaculate hands-free...

Ass-fucked

A while ago, i had asked Lady Helena, what toy or device She would like to use on me if She could have any device She could wish for. Her answer was surprisingly simple, She wanted to fuck my ass...
I already had built the prototype of my remote-controlled fucking-machine at that point, so adding the final touches, like a vac-u-lock adapter with a bigger dildo didn't take long. However, until now we hadn't used the machine, we had always done other fun things during our sessions.

I was a little nervous before the call, because although i'm very used to wearing butt-plugs, i had never used the machine for longer than a few minutes during testing and also when i use a dildo on myself, i usually loose interest pretty fast. I knew that i was in for a new experience and knowing Lady Helena, i also knew that it would get intense.
She had told me that She might allow me to cum and i really had been looking forward to it. She allowed me to stroke while She controlled the speed of the fucking-machine, but when She started to have me repeat sentences about why i don't deserve to cum, i was very surprised. Had She changed Her mind and i would be denied after getting fucked in the ass?
She told me to stroke faster while She increased the speed of the machine, too. The unused sensation in my ass was getting a little uncomfortable, but after changing my position slightly, i managed to get comfortable again and enjoy it.
Lady Helena started to count. She told me to get closer with every number and on 22, i would be allowed to cum. I knew that it wouldn't be that easy, so i wasn't surprised when She started over at one a few times. It was a surprise when i finally heard Her say '22!'. I hadn't expected it and it took me off guard. I was cumming automatically without even trying to and it felt awesome while getting fucked.
A new sentence popped up for me to repeat: "i don’t deserve to cum, because it is not allowed to think about an orgasm - and i just did."
Had i just done something wrong? Judging from Lady Helena's giggling, i had just fallen into Her trap. I started to worry...
After leaving me puzzled for a moment, She revealed that She had originally planned to stop at 21, but changed Her mind and allowed me release. I had done nothing wrong and She was only being amused about my confusion. She is so generous to me!

I'm already looking forward to the next time getting fucked (i'm already thinking about some tweaks for the machine), but the next session will be about testing my pain threshold and before that, Domina Shelle wants to try and make me cum from nipple-torture...

Halloween Princess

Domina Shelle's Halloween sessions are always something special, but this year's left me speechless. I have listened to so many files of my Owner, but no other was as immersive as Halloween Princess.
Telling too much about the story would probably spoil the experience, but i think i can tell, that the feeling of Domina Shelle's presence and Her touch was extremely real.
There was an unexpected twist in the story just when i thought, that the session would come to an end and things got a little scary. I felt so helpless, but horny at the same time.
I don't know why, but i was giggling hard when the scary part suddenly ended. I think it was mainly because of the relieve that i was safe and i suddenly felt very happy and peaceful.
I had come slightly out of trance when i stopped giggling and focussed on Domina's voice again. She had already started to talk me into sleep before leaving me alone. I lay on my bed for quite a while before i woke up and enjoyed all the feelings that i had experienced.