A week ago, Domina Shelle released a new playground trigger file, Surrender SM. Like always, i didn't know what the new command would be about when i listened, my only clue was, that it was intended for sissies.
I was very excited when i found out, that SM stands for sissy-maid and of course, i was eager to follow the instructions already before the suggestions were over. The commands gives me 72 hours time to comply and so, i planned to dress up and clean on Sunday. I went to the kitchen to get something to drink and before i knew it, i was wiping the counter-top. I hadn't even noticed that i had started to do that... i was wondering why i was doing that, but my body was somehow on auto-pilot and i didn't stop until the kitchen was clean.
A similar thing happened yesterday. I was still at work when i received an email from my Owner. The email ended with 'Surrender SM' and i had the urge to clean immediately. It was so strong, that i was even getting ready to leave work earlier and do the remaining hours the next day, but i got held up last minute...
When i was finally home, i found my flat quite warm and my lazy self took over. Sitting outside with some ice-cream sounded much better than cleaning. Guess what happened when i entered the kitchen...
I found myself wanting to clean again and since the kitchen was still tidy, i focused on the details and went on with the bathroom after that. I just needed to obey and please my Owner.
I love this new trigger! In Her Re-Form School series, Domina had given out the assignment to identify areas where i need more training and management and i had of course named maid-training as one of the areas. She had answered me that She would come up with something, but i hadn't expected that it would be such a simple, yet very powerful trigger.
Cock shocked
My shock-collar has been collecting dust in a drawer, which i wasn't really unhappy about. So far, Lady Helena had only used it on my thigh so far and while it wasn't very painful, the feeling still sucked. Lady Helena always had a lot of fun with it, though and that made it also fun for me.
A while ago, i had tried the collar around my cock and balls. It didn't do much with the contacts below my balls, but on top of my cock, it felt like hot needles digging into my flesh. It scared me and i never told Lady Helena about it... until 3 weeks ago...
Being horny had caused me to fantasize about harder torture and finally made me confess and it was no surprise, that my Commander couldn't wait to try it.
We had planned the session for last week already, but had to reschedule last minute. I was not too unhappy about being off the hook, but that also meant a week more to get nervous.
Last night, the time had finally come. When Lady Helena activated the magnets to lock my hands to the headboard and i was laying on the bed spread-eagle and helpless, my nervousness turned into fear and i began to tremble.
She took me into trance and started to reinforce the triggers from Her recording Pleasure Shock, but this time supported by the shock-collar. She turned up the power way more than i had dared myself, almost to maximum like She told me later.
She also placed a post-hypnotic suggestion into my brain... i will experience a ten times stronger shock should i ever try to cum without permission. I don't think i will test that any time soon...
After waking me up, Lady Helena informed me that this is Her new favorite toy... She now has something that i really fear and want to avoid, but i have a feeling that this will become a regular part of my training...
A while ago, i had tried the collar around my cock and balls. It didn't do much with the contacts below my balls, but on top of my cock, it felt like hot needles digging into my flesh. It scared me and i never told Lady Helena about it... until 3 weeks ago...
Being horny had caused me to fantasize about harder torture and finally made me confess and it was no surprise, that my Commander couldn't wait to try it.
We had planned the session for last week already, but had to reschedule last minute. I was not too unhappy about being off the hook, but that also meant a week more to get nervous.
Last night, the time had finally come. When Lady Helena activated the magnets to lock my hands to the headboard and i was laying on the bed spread-eagle and helpless, my nervousness turned into fear and i began to tremble.
She took me into trance and started to reinforce the triggers from Her recording Pleasure Shock, but this time supported by the shock-collar. She turned up the power way more than i had dared myself, almost to maximum like She told me later.
She also placed a post-hypnotic suggestion into my brain... i will experience a ten times stronger shock should i ever try to cum without permission. I don't think i will test that any time soon...
After waking me up, Lady Helena informed me that this is Her new favorite toy... She now has something that i really fear and want to avoid, but i have a feeling that this will become a regular part of my training...
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