With her newest recording Brain Chip - Simple Logic, my Owner finished the installation of my brainchip. I remember, that she installed some kind of memory control, but due to that, I can't remember details about the second program she uploaded.
She woke me up with the instruction to edge, but I'm still locked in virtual chastity. This conflict confused me, my thoughts were all about stroking, but my hands didn't react. I struggled and humped the air, but couldn't get much pleasure from it. After a while, I decided, that I wouldn't be able to stroke with a real chastity device, no matter, what other instructions I would get and so, I stopped trying. Actually, I'm not sure, how much of this were my own thoughts and what was Domina Shelle's programming...
So horny... can't sit still...
Being in virtual chastity was pretty hard today. Throughout the day, I had the feeling of a light touch on my cock, which constantly reminded me, how horny I was. Or maybe it was my arousal, that let me feel that touch? I don't know, but it doesn't matter because the effect was the same.
Being at work distracted me a bit, but as soon as I was back home, I barely could sit still. I'm only two days in this virtual chastity, but my arousal has doubled at least. When I started on Tuesday, I was so tempted to ask for a longer lockup time, but now, I'm glad, that I didn't. I'm sure, that I will be desperate for some stroking when the week is over. However, I still plan to ask Domina Shelle to lock me up again afterwards...
Being at work distracted me a bit, but as soon as I was back home, I barely could sit still. I'm only two days in this virtual chastity, but my arousal has doubled at least. When I started on Tuesday, I was so tempted to ask for a longer lockup time, but now, I'm glad, that I didn't. I'm sure, that I will be desperate for some stroking when the week is over. However, I still plan to ask Domina Shelle to lock me up again afterwards...
Virtual Chastity
One of my readers had asked me about my experienced with Domina Shelle's chastity files. Since I hadn't listened to most of them for a while, I read their descriptions and reviews again and while doing that, I noticed, that I didn't know All Locked Up, yet.
The description sounded interesting and from the reviews, I got that there would be some form of mental chastity involved. I was curious, so I bought it and listened as soon as I could.
It's one of the shorter files, but the induction took me deep nonetheless. When I woke up, my Owner had locked me into a mental chastity cage. I will not be able to stroke my cock while I'm locked in and I have to wait for a week until I may beg her to unlock me.
Even though, it's only a mental cage, I can feel it. I'm not sure whether it's the suggestion or just the heightened attention, that I'm putting on the feelings, but it doesn't matter, the effect is there. Knowing, that she has gained another level of control turns me on and at the same time, I feel extremely happy and contended. This is exactly the experience, that I had fantasized about, I just wish, that I had found the file earlier...
The description sounded interesting and from the reviews, I got that there would be some form of mental chastity involved. I was curious, so I bought it and listened as soon as I could.
It's one of the shorter files, but the induction took me deep nonetheless. When I woke up, my Owner had locked me into a mental chastity cage. I will not be able to stroke my cock while I'm locked in and I have to wait for a week until I may beg her to unlock me.
Even though, it's only a mental cage, I can feel it. I'm not sure whether it's the suggestion or just the heightened attention, that I'm putting on the feelings, but it doesn't matter, the effect is there. Knowing, that she has gained another level of control turns me on and at the same time, I feel extremely happy and contended. This is exactly the experience, that I had fantasized about, I just wish, that I had found the file earlier...
Fatal Attraction
Due to my Owner's travelling, there was no new file this week. Instead, I took the opportunity to buy one of her older files from the Special Deals. With 69 minutes, Fatal Attraction is one of the longest files I have listened to, but time passed by so quickly, that it rather felt like 30.
During the induction, Domina Shelle told me to count backwards from 100 and like always, when she does this, I lost count a couple of times until it was almost impossible to even think about the next number.
From that moment on, I remember only one thing...: She made me feel like her puppet on a string, imagining my hand moving and stroking my cock. Although I didn't touch for real, I could feel the pleasure building until I had an intense mind orgasm. It almost felt like a real orgasm without an ejaculation, but this one built up slower and lasted longer.
During the induction, Domina Shelle told me to count backwards from 100 and like always, when she does this, I lost count a couple of times until it was almost impossible to even think about the next number.
From that moment on, I remember only one thing...: She made me feel like her puppet on a string, imagining my hand moving and stroking my cock. Although I didn't touch for real, I could feel the pleasure building until I had an intense mind orgasm. It almost felt like a real orgasm without an ejaculation, but this one built up slower and lasted longer.
Edging
As a reward for completing the farm assignment, Domina Shelle has allowed me to edge 4 times today, with 3 hours between the edges. I did the first one right in the morning while I was still in bed. I took my time and enjoyed every moment of it! I hadn't taken into account, that starting so early would mean doing the remaining edges at work. I had to do that before and should have known better, but I was so eager to edge, when I read the instructions, that I didn't think about that.
Edging at work wasn't as much fun as in the morning. It was more like a mechanical task, I tried to get it over quickly, but was disturbed a couple of times by other colleagues using the bathroom. I also didn't want to spend too much time stroking, so I hurried up as much as possible without risking an accident. The quick edges didn't relief much of my arousal and so, I spent the rest of the day in a super-horny state.
Edging at work wasn't as much fun as in the morning. It was more like a mechanical task, I tried to get it over quickly, but was disturbed a couple of times by other colleagues using the bathroom. I also didn't want to spend too much time stroking, so I hurried up as much as possible without risking an accident. The quick edges didn't relief much of my arousal and so, I spent the rest of the day in a super-horny state.
Brain Chip Activation
Domina Shelle has activated my brain chip with the newest session Brain Chip Activation. She started by powering down my brain. Her voice, combined with the binaural waves, took me down quick and deep. My mind was off almost completely, the only thing left, was the feeling of total emptiness. I remember, that she implanted two new commands, but she made me forget the details while I was waking up. I wonder, if I will remember more, when she uses them...
Farm Assignment
My Owner has released a new Farm Assignment today. What a nice surprise, I loved the first one!
I'll have instructions for the next seven days, a thought of the day, a writing assignment and what files to listen to. The last farm assignment made me feel very connected to my Domina and I have no doubt, that this will be the same with this one.
I'll have instructions for the next seven days, a thought of the day, a writing assignment and what files to listen to. The last farm assignment made me feel very connected to my Domina and I have no doubt, that this will be the same with this one.
Can't control myself
I have listened to Triggered Hard a couple of times now and I'm starting to experience, how strong the effects are. It happened for the second time this evening, that I had told myself, that I shouldn't masturbate and a few minutes later, I caught myself stroking. I had started without really thinking about it, like someone had pressed a button, that caused me to start. I was so close to the edge, that I was worried to have an accident. I wanted to stop, but I couldn't. It took a lot of mental effort to slow down at least and when I finally managed to stop, I realized, that I had been stroking for more than two hours.
My Owner opened a sign-up to receive new Brain Chip Implants today. I registered as soon as I saw it, I'm really curious to find out, what she has in store. I love her mind control so much!!!
My Owner opened a sign-up to receive new Brain Chip Implants today. I registered as soon as I saw it, I'm really curious to find out, what she has in store. I love her mind control so much!!!
New Triggers
My Owner released two new files today. I started in the afternoon with Sissy Transference. In this recording, she connected her addressing me by my slave name, pet, puppy or whatever other name she uses with wanting to be a good little sissy for her. I have only listened once, but I can feel the effect already.
I continued with Triggered Hard right afterwards. This trigger makes me aroused and hard and she connected it to the same words as in the sissy file. After waking up, I was extremely horny and needed to stroke.
Domina Shelle had also send me a stroking assignment and I started with that immediately. She wants me to get hard while touching a pair of panties to my face. Then I have to hump a pillow for exactly five minutes while listening to a loop file that she had attached.
The humping gave me very little pleasure and was extremely frustrating, while the file rebooted my desire to be in chastity for her. It was surprinsingly easy to stop after the time was up.
She told me to hump the pillow seven times within 24 hours and I did 3 times today. I'm not going to touch in any other way this weekend. It's frustrating, but the loop file helps me a lot.
I continued with Triggered Hard right afterwards. This trigger makes me aroused and hard and she connected it to the same words as in the sissy file. After waking up, I was extremely horny and needed to stroke.
Domina Shelle had also send me a stroking assignment and I started with that immediately. She wants me to get hard while touching a pair of panties to my face. Then I have to hump a pillow for exactly five minutes while listening to a loop file that she had attached.
The humping gave me very little pleasure and was extremely frustrating, while the file rebooted my desire to be in chastity for her. It was surprinsingly easy to stop after the time was up.
She told me to hump the pillow seven times within 24 hours and I did 3 times today. I'm not going to touch in any other way this weekend. It's frustrating, but the loop file helps me a lot.
Brain Chip Implant
With her new session Brain Chip Implant, Domina Shelle has installed her voice deeply in my mind.
She started with the image of a hypnotic gas filling the room and with every breath, it dragged me deeper. When she described the restraints that were holding me down on her operation table, I could feel them. I was totally unable to move and I loved, how helpless I felt. When she described the power of the brain chip, I got a little nervous, but I knew, that she would not harm me.
While I was still waiting for her to implant the chip, curious, how it would feel, she was already done installing it without me noticing.
She demonstrated to power of the chip by letting me visualize myself as I was stroking my cock. I could feel it like it was real and when she finally woke me up and allowed me to touch for real, I was already very horny. I stroked for more than an hour afterwards. I tried not to cum, but I couldn't stop stroking, but when I finally went over the edge, I stopped and ruined my orgasm, like I have agreed with my Owner.
It took only a few minutes until I was horny again. I felt a little frustrated and I have a rough idea now, how I will feel after 10 ruined orgasms...
She started with the image of a hypnotic gas filling the room and with every breath, it dragged me deeper. When she described the restraints that were holding me down on her operation table, I could feel them. I was totally unable to move and I loved, how helpless I felt. When she described the power of the brain chip, I got a little nervous, but I knew, that she would not harm me.
While I was still waiting for her to implant the chip, curious, how it would feel, she was already done installing it without me noticing.
She demonstrated to power of the chip by letting me visualize myself as I was stroking my cock. I could feel it like it was real and when she finally woke me up and allowed me to touch for real, I was already very horny. I stroked for more than an hour afterwards. I tried not to cum, but I couldn't stop stroking, but when I finally went over the edge, I stopped and ruined my orgasm, like I have agreed with my Owner.
It took only a few minutes until I was horny again. I felt a little frustrated and I have a rough idea now, how I will feel after 10 ruined orgasms...
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