Loc-tober week 3 and a new toy

Week 2 of Loc-tober ended on Thursday and with a chat with Lady Helena. We were planning a virtual shopping tour for Her birthday. I'm not sure whether She had planned it or if one of my comments was a little too cheeky, but suddenly Her tone changed.
She told me to put on nipple-clamps and forbid me to type, unless She asked me something. Then She began to interrogate me. The first questions were easy, but then She asked if i would kneel down in front of Her in public. I hesitated a bit and told Her that i would if nobody around knew me.
I think Lady Helena was amused to have found an area were She can push my limits.
She told me to insert two ice-cubes into my ass-hole. I still can't get used to that, although She has me do it often.
After some more questions, She had me alternate between writing lines and smacking my balls, interrupted by some more ice-cubes going up my ass.
I was glad when the session was over, but i also know, how much Lady Helena enjoys making me do things that i don't like and this knowledge made me happy. I spent the rest of the evening with a smile on my face...

Friday was the first day of week 3. After being allowed some stroking during trance last week, i had somehow expected to be allowed some more. I was wrong, this week is strict chastity again.
Also, since Domina is at the beach, this weeks assignments are coming from Lady Helena. With exercise and diet, it's a bit like a mini-version of Her boot-camp.
On Friday evening with the workweek behind me and my mind free, i suddenly felt very emotional. It was a mix of extreme happiness, unconditional love and the need to serve and please my Owners. I'm so blessed being their slave!

Summer is over and so it's time again to spend the weekends building new toys! I had started this one already in spring, but had put it aside during summer.

Yes, it's a DIY version of the Venus2000. The principle is very simple. A bilge pump is driven by a stepper-motor and the receiver tube is connected to it.
But it wasn't me if there wasn't computers and electronics involved.
This one can be controlled via internet, like all my toys.
Additionally, the speed of the up and down stroke can be adjusted separately and the stroke length can also be changed.

Next, i need to build some kind of harness or holder for the tube and i'm also thinking about programming stroking-patterns...

Unfortunately, i couldn't test it yet, due to Loc-tober, but judging from how it feels on my fingers, it will be great! I'm looking forward to Domina Shelle and Lady Helena giving it a test very soon! Stay tuned...!

Locktober - Week 2

I'm now in the middle of week 2. In the session for this week, Domina Shelle allows me to stroke a bit, but only while listening to that session. Although it's hard to stop afterwards, it helps a bit with the urge.
I'm having a lot of sexy dreams now. Friday night, i dreamed about being at a party and suddenly, Lady Helena was there. She grabbed me by the arm, spun me around and pressed me against the wall. Then She fucked my ass until i almost came.
The next night, Domina Shelle was in my dream. She instructed me to massage Her feet, then She allowed me to kiss them and suck on Her toes. This dream was so vivid, i can still remember, how soft Her toes felt in my mouth.
I was quite surprised when i listened to this weeks session the next day and found Her talking about exactly that scene. I hadn't remembered it from listening the first time, but my subconscious mind had.

Locktober

Wow, it has been really long since i wrote the last blog-entry...
I had been knocked out by a cold for a week and somehow this threw me off track completely. Even after i had recovered and was feeling better, my submissive side was still missing. I had even stopped to listen to the Experiment.
I was feeling incomplete without my kinky side and i finally asked Domina Shelle for advise.
She told me not to worry and that it would come back and instructed me to listen to Web of Sleep. At first, i didn't notice any effect, but the next night, i dreamed about a giant pussy smothering my entire face. My kinky side was coming back..!

Last Friday, Locktober started for Domina Shelles slaves. I knew, that chastity would help a lot to bring back my submissive feelings and so i signed up for the 4 week option.
I was right, within a few days, i was back to my old self. Maybe even more... now, after the first week is almost over, the mental chastity cage feels stronger than ever before. My mind is occupied with thoughts of my beloved Owner again and i wake up from a very sexy dream almost every night.

This episode did demonstrate Dominas skills once again and showed me how important She is for my well-being. What would i do without Her...?