Domina's latest file Malleable Mind is having a profound effect on me. It works in an indirect way, that shows me, that She doesn't need direct commands to control me. She just places ideas into my mind and they become reality. She suggested that my nipples would itch and i would have to pinch them to make it go away and it happened. She suggested that i might dream of Her and two nights ago She visited me in my dreams and tortured my nipples.
I had difficulties to describe the effects Her last few recordings had, but now it all comes together and makes perfect sense!
Last week, Lady Helena had asked me, when we would play again and of course i was more than eager to do so. Although i had already been punished by my Owner for being a lazy maid, i confessed to Lady Helena, too and asked for an additional punishment. Last night, time for punishment had come...
She had ordered me to wait in my maid-uniform, without panties and to prepare dry rice and Icy Hot besides having my spanking-machine set up. She had me wait a bit until She called, giving me time to get nervous...
After some initial small-talk, She told me to kneel down on the rice and started to teach me an important lesson: to always say 'Yes' to Her questions...
The first questions were easy. "Will you always obey me?" "Do you worship the ground i walk on" and so on. Once i was answering automatically, She asked "Will you put Icy Hot on your balls and sissy-hole?"
I had no choice but to get myself into trouble and answer with "Yes". It was the first time for me to experience Icy Hot and i didn't know what to expect. It started to burn a bit around my butt-hole but i didn't feel much on my balls. I was almost a little disappointed with the effect, but then it started. The burning grew stronger and i was in real discomfort, to a level where i almost thought i couldn't take it.
Lady Helena had me stroke, with my fingers still coated with the Icy Hot, and the questioning continued. Some easy to answer questions first, then "Do you want to be spanked?"
"Yes!" i had waited for that... a moment later the cane hit my ass, causing me to groan. The impact hurt, but i enjoyed the afterglow. Lady Helena continued to ask questions, sometimes spanking me after having asked, other times surprising me with it. The burning of the Icy Hot was just starting to fade a bit, when Her question hit me:
"Will you apply more Icy Hot?"
I didn't want to and my "Yes" was mixed with a bit of whining. I heard Lady Helena giggle. She was having fun and that motivated me to go on. I applied more Icy Hot and the burning started again, even a bit stronger than before. I was starting to sweat, next time i would beg for mercy...
More questions came and more cane strokes. I was starting to enjoy myself again.
"Will you apply more Icy Hot..." Oh no!!! "... to your nipples"
Although i didn't want more burning and i didn't know how it would feel on my nipples, my answer was "Yes" and i did like i was told. I was relived to find out that the effect wasn't very strong.
Lady Helena continued the game, questions, cane-strokes, some of them anticipated, others were a surprise. Our time passed quickly and without applying more Icy Hot and soon i was allowed to stand up.
I hadn't noticed how much my knees hurt with the rice digging into them and i felt a little stiff. Like after most of our sessions, i was still not completely back to earth when we said good-bye. I don't know, why i'm always so nervous before a session, because in the end, it's always great fun. I'm already looking forward to the next time, Lady Helena already has a plan...
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